"I'm tired of being careful, tiptoe, trying to keep the water warm
Let me under your skin
Uh-oh, there it goes, I said too much, it overflowed
Why do I always spill?
I feel it coming out my throat
Guess I better wash my mouth out with soap
God, I wish I never spoke
Now I gotta wash my mouth out with soap"
-'Soap' by Melanie Martinez
melanie perfectly expressing how i felt today. if you dont want to read this then scroll.
to begin in pe they made us run 5 minutes straight and that made me even more sick and i almost passed out. then bio was okay we got a punnett square worksheet based off of spongebob it was cool. in choir i hit all of the high notes amazing as usual but that caused me to lose my voice during english and i was sad about that. luckily i drank water and it came back. btw my dress was stuck in my shorts in the back and everyone saw my ass and didnt say anything and i wanted to cry but i sucked it up (some girl told me about it before class started thankfully). then i for sure failed my math test like i totally blanked out right when i started the first problem and i studied so hard for it too. i also got a small headache but in french it became bigger and i really wanted to cry bc it was painful but i still didnt. then some fucking immature boy that was sitting near me was making fun of my friend and i got so mad i told him off. and that made me want to cry even more bc im genially a nice person and i dont do those kinds of things but i was just so tired and sick i had to. i just want to stay home for the rest of the week and rest bc i have been feeling really dizzy these past days and my anxiety is getting really bad but im forced to go which sucks
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY😫💦💦🌚👑
ILYSFM HONEY I HOPE YOU HAVE THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER💗
ILY SENPAI ;) @emilyvalerietoth
(Sorry for the bad ass edit😂 I tried...)
(This is my edit. Please give credit if reposted❤️)